Illusion

Trying to find happiness in this illusion of life,

Trying to say myself everything is fine.

When your soul is hurt by the razor sharp words,

Your identity wonder what I am doing in this world.

You try to reflect on your every mistake,

Say your sorry and thank you to every who it might may.

At times you feel you have met your dream,

But this underlying emptiness won't let you live.

You ask God for forgiveness and read sacred scripture,

All you pray God is to meet you end in this world.